Hi guys. How're ya? I'm doing good. I happen to feel like writing down something. So, here goes.
Last weekend, Animangaki was held and so far from what I heard, it was a success. Not just to bring Danny Choo and some foreign celebrity into the scene, the people of Animangaki (the crews) really made it happen. Kudos to them.
I had to admit, I was a bit selfish and hid away from most of you guys out there. There's nothing personal mind you, but I can't complain. I understand the possible feedbacks but I'll go along with it. I'm still a call away from you guys, you know?
However, I never dreamed my last outing turned out to be great. Yes, it started sour and I made a friend of mine pissed. Never had a silent treatment before since, so I'll ride along. (We're in good terms today, so I'm happy for it.)
As Sunday goes by, it felt like good old times. It's crazy for me to say this but... It was good to be 'stranger'. (Author's note: I clearly want to give all the credits to my girl.) I met my friends and some had hard time recognizing me. Be it like on Saturday where I wore a black turtle neck, with a pair of glass and a brownish wig which made me look that something that came out from Korean / Japanese soap opera or worse, a visual novel. (Author note #2: Self-proclaimed BL character) If only I shaved first...
The difference during the event, I went out to a group who I felt bitter sweet, really. I've known them for more than a year but it just I unable to hang out with them often because, at first I don't feel like there's anything fun with them. How I thought wrong. For years, I've been let myself to hang out with cooler or hype peeps and I'd be marketable but somehow, it hit me.
Here's a shout to my beloved friends of Shin Megami Tensei Cosplay Group (SMTCG for short), you guys are always in my good books. I have decided to leave the group soon, and I hope this year end celebration, I could go at a good note. I made this decision not because of lost of interest or anything, but it's more to I need to go away for a while. I noticed Jon left the group all because of our fault not to live up to his expectation, but he didn't say anything about it and kept it shut. That's what I saw, but I don't want to blame anyone. I've seen it coming ever since the meeting at Swee's. If you guys happen to read this, I want you to know that you guys belong in a special place right here in my memories. You guys were the closest to reach that atmosphere and harmony of having a 2nd family. I appreciate all the things we've done and I am happy to be your friend.
I've seen friends who see me as an individual. I'm merely not a passersby anymore, I think. On the event, I believe I can do something and I did it, and if people start to notice me now, then you're way back in the queue peeps. I've reunited for a while with good friends of mine thorough the event and I got the feeling back again. Despite the words circulating around us, it doesn't matter when we all are happy and together as well. Zack you bastard. Keep up the good work and hopefully I can get a fully desert gear from you. It's been my dream to get into an uniform. I believe you'd be one of the friends who can help me achieving my life long dream.
Speaking of dream, my (otaku) dream of to be with my girl on a ACG event and had a (couple) photoshoot all together, has been granted. There've been achievements also, and for start, I gone through Ramadhan and Aidilfitri with her, and her family and friends. It's still early but, I don't want it to stop. I want to make a record and I really hope that I can make it until your next birthday anniversary.
Last but not least, I wanted to say thank you to my family and my beloved friends who never gives up on me. I went a tons of trouble and problems but I've been blessed by those who stick with me and guided me back to the right way. Mother, Father, Zul, Shikin, how I wish not to let you go. You guys have went a lot of hell before me, but you prove to me that giving up is never an option. By God's will, I'll strive my living and I wish to return those favor back to you, any ways possible. I'm 24 this year, and my God, I am truly grateful to be your son, and your partner. Thank you very much.
I'm Khalidi Khalid and I wish you have a good day ahead and peace upon you.
Last weekend, Animangaki was held and so far from what I heard, it was a success. Not just to bring Danny Choo and some foreign celebrity into the scene, the people of Animangaki (the crews) really made it happen. Kudos to them.
I had to admit, I was a bit selfish and hid away from most of you guys out there. There's nothing personal mind you, but I can't complain. I understand the possible feedbacks but I'll go along with it. I'm still a call away from you guys, you know?
However, I never dreamed my last outing turned out to be great. Yes, it started sour and I made a friend of mine pissed. Never had a silent treatment before since, so I'll ride along. (We're in good terms today, so I'm happy for it.)
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| I've never looked this cool! |
The difference during the event, I went out to a group who I felt bitter sweet, really. I've known them for more than a year but it just I unable to hang out with them often because, at first I don't feel like there's anything fun with them. How I thought wrong. For years, I've been let myself to hang out with cooler or hype peeps and I'd be marketable but somehow, it hit me.
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Here's a shout to my beloved friends of Shin Megami Tensei Cosplay Group (SMTCG for short), you guys are always in my good books. I have decided to leave the group soon, and I hope this year end celebration, I could go at a good note. I made this decision not because of lost of interest or anything, but it's more to I need to go away for a while. I noticed Jon left the group all because of our fault not to live up to his expectation, but he didn't say anything about it and kept it shut. That's what I saw, but I don't want to blame anyone. I've seen it coming ever since the meeting at Swee's. If you guys happen to read this, I want you to know that you guys belong in a special place right here in my memories. You guys were the closest to reach that atmosphere and harmony of having a 2nd family. I appreciate all the things we've done and I am happy to be your friend.
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| Thanks so much guys, for the memories. |
I've seen friends who see me as an individual. I'm merely not a passersby anymore, I think. On the event, I believe I can do something and I did it, and if people start to notice me now, then you're way back in the queue peeps. I've reunited for a while with good friends of mine thorough the event and I got the feeling back again. Despite the words circulating around us, it doesn't matter when we all are happy and together as well. Zack you bastard. Keep up the good work and hopefully I can get a fully desert gear from you. It's been my dream to get into an uniform. I believe you'd be one of the friends who can help me achieving my life long dream.
Speaking of dream, my (otaku) dream of to be with my girl on a ACG event and had a (couple) photoshoot all together, has been granted. There've been achievements also, and for start, I gone through Ramadhan and Aidilfitri with her, and her family and friends. It's still early but, I don't want it to stop. I want to make a record and I really hope that I can make it until your next birthday anniversary.
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| Me & Shiki |
Last but not least, I wanted to say thank you to my family and my beloved friends who never gives up on me. I went a tons of trouble and problems but I've been blessed by those who stick with me and guided me back to the right way. Mother, Father, Zul, Shikin, how I wish not to let you go. You guys have went a lot of hell before me, but you prove to me that giving up is never an option. By God's will, I'll strive my living and I wish to return those favor back to you, any ways possible. I'm 24 this year, and my God, I am truly grateful to be your son, and your partner. Thank you very much.
I'm Khalidi Khalid and I wish you have a good day ahead and peace upon you.
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